Jackie Tara

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 04:32:31 GMT

I AM FINALLY 21! ANYONE WHO IS 21 PLUS...WE NEED TO GET OUR DRINK ON!!

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Sun, 16 Sep 2007 05:09:45 GMT

Wow...today I was a little bit bored and I looked at my entries from high school! It made me laugh! I notice I dont write anything in here anymore because I dont have that much b.s to talk about it. Its funny reading some of those things because most of it came true. I can gladly say i am not stuck in norton, i still never have done drugs/smoked cigarettes im not pregnant and i wont be anytime soon im not married...im just a girl in school trying to succeed in life...and the friends that have stuck with me...thank you :) I am turning 21 soon...wow thats shocking! I am going to chippendales with 18 other people in a limo hollarr it should be fun! Well heres to growing up and to legally finally being able to drink haha

GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Fri, 31 Aug 2007 03:10:57 GMT

For my bday im going to Chippendales. Its 37 for VIP which im getting, and if I get enough girls im getting a limo!! please answer me if this interests you and if you are actually going to pay!!!

Sept

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Mon, 20 Aug 2007 18:05:20 GMT

For anyone who works or has something they do on particular weekends...make sure you take the 28th 29th and/or 30th off of sept. Not quite sure what im going to do just yet, but im thinkin a ladies night where we go to chippendales and another night people come over share a drink. Only people I care about are invited AND they better AT LEAST get me a card (or make it) Im still working on it though..but take the dates off NOW!

Love,
Jackie

Want to save money?

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Sun, 03 Dec 2006 21:44:58 GMT

I have some ways of saving money for Christmas! I have a game cube thast brand new, an extra controller that is brand new, and the game fear for the P.C, and a beautiful scar face collage framed in glass, with a REAL CUBAN. All in all I spent 275 dollars on these things to a jerk that no longer deserves them. I am reducing the prices, and if anyone wants to buy any of these from me...tell me!! ok here we go...

FEAR game for the PC: originally 50, I'll give it for 30 or around that.
Game Cube: 70-75 dollars depending it was originally around 100
Game controller: 15 which was originally 25
Scar Face: 65 dollars...its definetly a collectors item, it was originally 100.

Heres a pic of it

Send me messages, call my cell, email me if any of these sound interesting to you! I need this people, and its a cheap way for Xmas gifts!!

cell: 508-930-5786
email: jpoole@stumail.frc.mass.edu

Love,
Jackie

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Wed, 29 Nov 2006 03:22:44 GMT

I figured I'd say...

Love is FAKE

LOVE IS BULL SHIT

LOVE IS ALL LIES

LOVE ISN'T REAL

You cannot have love without trust.

going away

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Tue, 10 Jan 2006 04:07:37 GMT

Well...I'm leaving in less than two weeks. Im more sad than excited and I dont know if thats normal. I feel like I wont see/talk to my friends as much as soon as I leave. Im scared about Matt and I's relationship. I know I need to take this opportunity...but im really scared. I look at my pics...and like dont see any of those people anymore *sigh* well if you do still talk to me...and want to see me before school starts...give me a ring. OR at least IM me to say bye kk?

Xxditzy4lifexX

I love you all...and I'll miss you.... :( :( :(

BYE BITCHES!

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Wed, 30 Nov 2005 23:28:48 GMT

I GOT ACCEPTED TO FRAMINGHAM STATE, AND MASSASOIT! THATS 5 COLLEGES I GOT ACCEPTED TO! I START IN JANUARY!!!!!!! WUZZZZZAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

all the memories...all the people I miss...

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Mon, 21 Nov 2005 21:29:32 GMT

You know what I find so weird...Lately I've been thinking about school. All my memories, and it makes me so sad. All my life, I always said I hated school, get me out...and when I was in High School, I was like get me out of this HELL HOLE. I miss school...and I miss everyone. Granted I feel like high school destroyed (but made a few new) friends. Even though there was so much drama... I think I would do it again. I occasionally still see all the people I hung out with...but does anyone (out of school) still feel lonely? I do...

I miss the days where when I was little, when I would right ZAP on my hand, and I couldnt say "what" if someone said my name. (Doubt anyone remembers that) I miss playing four square after school with Amber, Mollie, Maria, and Theresa. Mollie and I always joking about mhl, and isp. Remember the drunken russians? I miss going to the movies, only to be droppped off by our parents at Triboro. I remembered a bunch of us went...and these kids like started shit with us behind a weird trailer. I once poured gatorade over me...just to scare kids. Seriously I must have been really demented lol. I miss the laughter...Me Jen Amber Maria and Theresa just couldnt stop laughing. I miss Shawn Ellis, my big brother. I miss the sleep overs, I miss the traveling. I miss going to the beach with everyone...esp nantasket. All of us had huge crushes (Eddy, Tom, Zack, Rodney, Nick) I remember hanging out with Nick and Joey! omg Joey shaw....lol I remember just walking around with sarah! I remember fighting with Ashley about Mountain dew, and sprite. I miss going to Jeffreys! wow...Chris Cirrone. Minature golf...the batting cages. I miss going skiing, and camping with Tim Wall. I miss the laughter so much!

I even miss MALL night every friday. With out it I would have never met Kuhn, Tim, and with out them I would have never met the entire group. Jen remember pregnancy pills? Or even when I got licked by Nick Hart and Tom W. Tom asking me if I wanted to make out... I was so scared lol. I miss hanging out at the common, the industrial park, or even just the grove. Tims parties...Where I met Timmons, and he totally pissed me off by telling me the time. I miss going to the glenn....where Jen and I would stay out at midnight...going on the swings. I miss working at Brooks...Jenna, Leslie,Alex (being called ugly cinderella) Kelley, Andrew, the good Adam, Kaitlin, Matt, and Payden. I miss hanging out at the Mansfield depot. Seeing Zach, Jon, Lee and Tom. Yes... I miss Tom. He always seemed to make me out as some angel. He once asked me who I was...because I could always make him smile. I miss seeing Josh, and Zach at papa ginos (papa drugs) OR going out on random adventures with Tom, and Josh. I remember when I played a snowball fight with Tom and Lee. I had so much fun. Believeing zach and Jons story about a shark biting Jons stomach. I Miss meeting up Matt Carleton in Boston...Remember the penguins?? I miss hanging out with my girly Jasmine. WE used to have so much fun... remember when we did the fake hand wave? walking to the pizza place and back. I miss going to Florida with Cierra, and I miss her entire family. I miss New Years. Omg they used to be so much fun! giggling, laughing, dancing...just being crazy! I miss seeing Boris. I was his first american love! :) Derek and I always having pizza, watching movies. Being goofy. It all started with me walking down the street with a grandma wig, with a shirt saying super cute with Amber. Omg being followed by the guys from the pembroke center. "The cell phones wont stop ringing" The crazy dancing videos we did. Remember Okrah! and Bill Clinton lol. I miss the proms, and the dances. I miss Jen B and Andrea's sarcasm. Even though I wanted to kill them lol. I miss when Jen H and Nick would say I pushed freshman down the stairs! (which they found out was true lol) I miss the Roses...especially Melissa. "I'd have a threesome with Melissa, and Katy" I remember going out to look for boys. but calling it looking for puppies. I remembr hanging out with Katy, Katie, and Deric. Remember going rollerblading? so funny. I remember Semi...and learning how to dance from deric. I miss going to the clubs with Deric and Missy. I miss humping Ryssa...and snorting with her! I miss seeing the new hampshire boys. Ed, Mike, Bleggi, and Brent. I miss gettin piercings, and just going for walks. I MISS THE GROVE RATS! I miss the hugs...the convos...but most of all I miss you...all of you!

I'd keep writing more...but there are way too many memories. Please comment back with even more memories...and I'll keep adding the. I miss them...and with that... I leave you all this quote...

"Though nothing can bring back the hour of splender in the grass, of glory in the flower. we shall grieve not rather find in strength in what remains behind."

<3 <3 <3 Jackie

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Wed, 11 May 2005 01:07:49 GMT

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that said I wasn't selfish, and what not. I love you all and it means a lot to me that you would all stand up for me.

And this is pretty much an entry with no drama (At least I hope)

Amber and I aren't friends anymore...so be it.

I normally wouldn't have cared about anything you said Amber, but you basically said that you really haven't liked me for 17 years. Well...to me thats complete bullshit...but keep your oppinion. If you didn't notice...I didn't call you names the entire time. I could state my oppinion about what I think of you, but really theres no point. The only thing that I tryed to say to you was that I was pissed at you for not apologizing for being late, and for being at least somewhat curteous to the people that were taking pictures. It was obvious that you were pissed off, but you didn't have to be in such a bad mood. If I wanted you to be at "Jackie Poole's prom" I wouldn't have given you my phone, or offer to call the limo driver to drive you home. I'm not lying about people saying that you said shit about me...but from what I got from my last entry...I think that everyone talks about everyone else. I don't care anymore though...I'll do as you say. I won't talk to you...I won't IM you...I won't email you...I'll take you off my lj friends list...ill take you off my buddy list...I'll make sure to stay out of your path whatever that may be. I guess you could say...from your entry that we really didn't know each other...and to me...thats incredibly sad...because for the longest time I tryed to stay friends with you because you meant the world to me. You were my best friend, a sister...and now...now...you can pretend not to even know I exist.

I will leave you alone now, because I want us to have a good end of the senior year, and I dont want to make anyone else feel uncomfortable. I'm sorry that it had to be this way, and as much as you won't miss my "true colors" I'll miss you.......

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Mon, 25 Apr 2005 19:01:56 GMT

So proms next week...and I have a huge ISSUE

I only have 8 in my limo...possibly 6...and I really need more people in it. Unless we get the full 10, people will have to pay 75 dollars. Matt has already chipped in more money than needed...so if anyone who is goin in the limo with me, knows anyone else who wants to be in the limo that would be very much appreciated. I really need to find 2 people! and please, may I have the limo moolah soon??!

!!!

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Sat, 02 Apr 2005 21:22:32 GMT

ME AND DEREK GET TO GO SWIMMING WITH DOLPHINS!!!!!!!!!

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Wed, 26 Jan 2005 21:22:27 GMT

Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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For each month, take the first sentence of the first entry and post it into your journal.

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Sun, 09 Jan 2005 15:43:41 GMT

Stolen from Matt...

January: I suck at life...that's all :-D

February: Who ever knew that hating youself could turn into a hobbie?

March: I just want to say thanks to my true friends who A. Asked me how I was doing on the phone or online or B. Came to see me.

April: I am having an awesome vacation so far...hehe!!!!

May: I had the best day of my life today!

June: I still got to write about prom and crap but I haven't gotten to, and considering i just did a 4 hour test (Sats) im not goin to yet

July: Hey everybody, sorry I haven't updated...I've been to busy or too lazy to write.

August: I miss talking to him....and the worst part of it...is I broke up with him...and I dont think he even cares

September: God Ive cryed at least 6 times today....I just cant stop crying....soooo many things going on in my head....and when I asked help from the person I needed the most....he just turned me away..............

October: Hey everybody I haven't updated in a long time.

November: How is everyone? I hope good :)

December: Im sick (2 ear infections) I have been sick all weekend.

Wow, not at all like Matts :-P

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Tue, 14 Dec 2004 20:54:11 GMT

Im sick (2 ear infections) I have been sick all weekend. I'm in a really bad mood, and it just wont fucking get away from me.....oh did I mention I hate christmas? Ya I really do......

Wow im actually updating

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Mon, 15 Nov 2004 03:27:59 GMT

How is everyone? I hope good :)

Its been forever since I've updated, So I guess I will now.

Have a boyfriend (Thanks to Josh) AKA Matty Barlow. Ive only been dating him for 2 weeks, but I feel like I've been dating him for 2 years. I think Im going to be another Jen and Derrick, because him and I have been unseperable :) Hmm...Jender...what should me and him be? JackMa lol I haven't been so happy in so long. This year is going great, and no one will stop me. I just feel like everything is at ease.

I have good grades :)

Stopped working at brooks- I miss it, but sooo much more stress has been lifted.

Had Katy and Maria living with me for awhile, a little stressful for privacy, but hey whatever...its done with.

I saw Timmons and Jay for like the first time in 2 months, that was good. I also got to see Kuhn YEY for Kuhn! lock the doors!!! Where are the keys?

Katys appartment is nice....PARTIES hehe

Had a great halloween...thanks to everyone I saw!!! (Id list but god knows id forget to put someone and hurt their feelings)

Got my eyebrow pierced again! Also have blonde chunks AGAIN

I miss hanging out with people though...if anyone ever wants to hang out give me a call 1-508-930-5786

Well the only reason why im up is cuz I left my charger at Katys and I need it...soo... blah im tired. Love you all!!

<3Jackie

ME ME ME

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Wed, 15 Sep 2004 23:53:44 GMT

SO September 25th, I want to have a party for my 18th bday (the 26th) everyones invited, free food, movies. Why the hell not? Leave a comment if you wanna go

AND IF U COME IN MY HOUSE AND DONT EVEN WISH ME A HAPPY BDAY...Ill kick u out

P.S: If ur gettin me a present I prefer things that are made, or are just simple (drawing, card ect)

Love you all!!

Jackie

I need a hug

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Tue, 07 Sep 2004 04:42:03 GMT

God Ive cryed at least 6 times today....I just cant stop crying....soooo many things going on in my head....and when I asked help from the person I needed the most....he just turned me away..............

Why Am I SOOO dumb?
WHY AM I ME?

...........Jackie

hey

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Tue, 31 Aug 2004 17:38:05 GMT

I figured I should update cuz I never do lol
Today- I just woke up nothing special yet lol

!Yesterday!
I got my license (finally!) woohoo
*played pool with kuhn, tim, and matt
*drove around all day

!Earlier events!
*got pretty buzzed/drunk at Melissas...that was bad...cuz i was all over timmons, kissed ben -peck- kissed curtis -peck- while saying id be in a threesome with katy and melissa. lol I remember holding on to melissa most of the night...and rolling around the grass when mike called lol WOAH no more drinking for me. Thank you for helping me that night momma, colleen, and melissa. Sorry for the drama....I still owe momma money, I can bring it whenever?
*Met up with a couple guys to see if they were dating material...Matt,Chris,and Eddie.....they all suck lol well im attracted to matts...so the only decent one was matt...we still talk but all he wants is ass... and thats not wat i want...chirs...is justa moran lol...and eddie...forgot who i was 2 days after we "hung" out..dumbass
*got to see Matts appartment -mr. rose's boss' son?- they were playin poker, kuhn, anthony, some other kid, and wayne (I found out i knew wayne when i was lil...he said ive grown up a lot lol he was drunk) while I was drooling at Anthony -matts cousin- and Katy, and matt were in his bedroom...when kuhn opened the door, for us to witness something i wont say....eeeehhhhhh
*got done with my school shopping
*went to marias pool party-a lot of people there that I miss, and i hope I get to hang out with later at night. I left early...u can ask me why...it had something to do with bill..

!future!
*schools in a week...blegh, but im a senior, and have classes with amber,derek,scott,and maria SO FAR...and im not complaining cuz i had the best summer of my life
*im goin to quit my job
*Mike from Nh is coming to see me on saturday, with his friend
and last but not least
*Mike (navy boy) is coming down this weekend also, from friday-monday...as I know, A LOT of people dont like him, and want to "jump" him...as I told kuhn, no one, and i mean NO ONE better come to my house to start shit, or ill fuckin call the cops, BUT I can't baby him when he is not at my house, he knows whats up, and he says they can try to fight me (tryin to sound all tough) im not saying FIGHT HIM, actually Id prefer no dumb shit to go down, but i cant do anythin if its outside my house, so there you go, just dont fucking involve me.

Well im off to take a shower...gimme a buzz or something

<3Jackie

stole from allison

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Sun, 22 Aug 2004 17:11:59 GMT

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Name
Your Secret Kink Thing	You like being spanked.
Your Sexual Strength	You recharge instantly..
Your Sexual Weakness	You are afraid of lesbians.
Your Likely STD	Chlamydia
How Many Partners in Crime?	Orgies count as many...SLUT!

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katy help me

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Tue, 17 Aug 2004 07:05:32 GMT

My VHHAAAGINNAAA needs to cool off lol

lol lol lol lol

<3 Jackie

JUST JOKING
...sorta..

Quiz stolen from Angela :)

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Mon, 09 Aug 2004 19:06:12 GMT

Cheated on someone? Nope, nor would I ever :-X *cough*
Fallen off the bed? Oh plenty of times...lol everytime Im talking to someone in my room I usually fall off the bed lol
Fallen for a relative? insest is best...hmm maybe kuhn :-P jk
Broke someone's heart? Yes...but not intentionally...and I still care/talk to them
Had your heart broken? Plenty of times, but I guess thats the way things are these days
Had a dream come true? I always have dreams ill meet a great boyfriend, and itll come true for awhile...then go down the shitter lol
Done something you regret? I regret ever trusting or caring about my father...but ive learned a lot, so I guess as angela says, you really shouldn't regret anything
Cheated on a test? I used to all the time in Sitarskis class and he wouldnt even care (amber and Jen)

CURRENTLY...
Wearing? tank top baggy pants...cuz i just woke up lol
Listening to? walked right out of heaven by jagged edge
Located? at my house sitting in front of my damn computer wondering why istarted this lol
Chatting with? derek...but i put an away message up to do this otherwise id be distracted
Watching? porno i mean woah wat (lol katy *drools)
Should REALLY be doing? cleanin my room, taking a shower...gettin dressed just 2 lazy

DO YOU...
Brush your teeth? eww of course! If you dont thats fucking nasty... especially if you have someone to kiss...I try to at least 2 times a day
Like anybody? unfortunately....:-P (Melissa we are SO in the same boat...can we just drown ourselves? lol)
Have any piercings? 13 earrings, labret, nose, bellybutton, and i can still put my eyebrow ring in...but i used to have 2 other eyebrow rings, lip, and monroe
Drive? Whenever im not with katy lol
Drink? Well duh...its the cool thing to do...speaking of which melissa u can have my other smirnoff in ur fridge if anyone hasnt taken it yet
Smoke? Nope, I would never, but I get enough second hand smoke (Thanks guys!)
Got a cellphone? Yep (1-508-930-5786) Gimme a buzz...text... or anything lol just put me in ur phone BECUZ I WANNA BE SPECIAL FOR ONCE!
Got a pager? no....Id get too confused

THE LAST PERSON YOU...
Hugged? Katy it was hott
Kissed? Matt.......(innocent)
IMed? DEREK dumb bitch lol
Talked to on the phone? Derek...becuz the fucker decided to call me 2 seconds after i woke up
Yelled at? lol probably derek just joking around
Fell in love with? Definetly didnt fall in love with...but def miss mike

PERSONAL...
What do you want to be when you grow up? Graphic design artist...or cartoonist...or Id love to be a choreographer..but im 2 fat lol
What has been the best day of your life? realizing that im a good friend, and I really do have people who care about me
What comes first in your life? family, friends, pets, me
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? *sigh*
Did you lose someone you really loved? as a person and a friend ya
How many times have you fallen deeply in love? You know you love someone, when you can still love them for their mistakes, for them just being a person, and for them just being in your life
How can you measure that? ^~~~
Love your family? Some....haha tail gating my father haha
Love your friends? Yes, event he ones I dont see as much

FAVORITE...
Movie: There are WAY too many to list...what about ones ive made? lol
Song: The reason by Hoobastank (sry Katy..)
Store: Rue 21
Relative: lol umm idk
Sport to watch: baseball and football
Ice Cream Flavor: vanilla...Im not a real big fan of icecream besides mcflurries (reeses) and vanilla shakes
Fruit: apples
Food: MACARONI AND I MAKE THE MOS TBOMB ONES next to amber hehe
Candy: Fast breaks...its my energy bar
Holiday: Halloween...fucking rox angela...I love dressing up hehe
Day of the Week: Saturday, u can build up for it friday, and just relax sunday
Time: 7ish...theni can work my energy up
Color: blue...me and angela have a lot more in common than it hought hehe
Name for a Girl: Destiny-Ann
Name for a Boy: Christian, Dominiq (idk how ud spell it)
Quote: Its better to be hated for who you are, than to be loved for who you are not

DO YOU...
Like to give hugs? Im one of the hug queens, even if I hate you ill give u a hug!
Like to give kisses? God yes... just an innocent peck satisfies me (:-P)
Like to walk in the rain? Yea its so much fun...unless its really cold
Prefer black or blue pens? black, then I do little doodles with them
Like to travel? Yes!! Im goin to Maine with derek this weekend yay!
Sleep on your side, tummy or back? All...I toss and turn
Think you're attractive? Nope, sometimes I get real angry about it too
Have a goldfish? yes named Jackie, everyone else died lol
Ever have the falling dream? Yep, then I wake up like im drugged up lol
Have stuffed animals? Some yes :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT
Abortion: I dont really have an oppinion on it...its up to the person who wants it
Bill Clinton: Totally liked him better than fuck tard
Smoking: I despise it but cant get around it
Eating Disorders: I see a girl...whos totally gorgeous and totally skinny...who comes in to my work everytime i work...and buys laxative pills...it really hurts me to see that, I hate the way I look but I dont think Id go that low, plus ive dealt with 2 friends having it, and it changed their mind and who they are...it makes me want to cry
Summer: Ive ha done of the best summers of my life....melissas, hanging with the crew at cumbies, mds parkin lot, the comoon, got to see boris (miss u hun), chillen, hanging, and driving around with katy, goin crazy with derek, goin to the zoo, goin to maine, and just overall hanging with many many people
Tattoos: Ive got 2...getting a 3rd around my 18th bday :)
Piercings: Love them, miss them, but were a pain to meet parents, grown ups, and very hard for work
Make-up: haha I love it...cuz I cover my nasty face

THIS OR THAT...
Pierced nose or tongue? Nose (ive got that done)
MTV or BET? MTV...just my music type
7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? 7th Heaven
Sugar or salt? Sugar (sweet!!!)
Silver or gold? Silver! ok...ive had the same answers as angela im not copying you lol
Chocolate or flowers? chocolate cuz im a fat kid lol
Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white bring more emotion to it...but color brings out the bounciness in it (i work in one hour lol) so if u want pics developed come to my work...brooks pharmacy...in mansfield..i wont tell neone wats on ur pics lol
M&M's or Skittles? Skittles....yum yum
Stay up late or sleep in? Stay up late....its so much better at night
Hot or cold? Hot...like how I prefer summer
Sun or moon? moon...i love the night
Left or Right? right
10 Acquaintances or one best friend? One best friend :)
Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup...haha amber
Spring or Fall? Fall...its my bday time hehe
Happy or sad? I think everyone would rather be happy than sad lol dont get me wrong...if u do..
Wonder or amazement? Amazement
McDonald's or Burger King? BK...mcdonalds fries are soggyish lol
Mexican or Italian food? italian...its all I eat lol
Lights on or off? lights off...I like it mysterious
Candy or soda? candy
Pepsi or Coke? coke

Derek Melissa and Katy I had so much fun at the zoo

Ive got to go pee on myself...cuz im too lazy to move (monkeys!) lol

<3Jackie

wow..

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Sat, 07 Aug 2004 04:43:26 GMT

Boston...leads to bad things...hopefully i can recall everything from this one quote

If I had my way Id have an orgasm everyday...but I can't so you'll just have to do....

haha katy....woooh....

also totally tailed my father hahaha

<3Jackie

haha :-P

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Thu, 05 Aug 2004 18:09:09 GMT

Are you one of the 3 P`s? (Poser, Punk, Prep)
What do they call you?
When is your cake-day?
What color are you feelin`?
What grade you reppin`?
What`s your favorite song?
You are a ViRGiN =)	FALSE
You are in l0ve <3	FALSE
You are:	A PREP - You are truly adorable. =) You may be a little to full of yourself sometimes, but your still really sweet. Some people may not like you, but don`t let it get to you. Your a great person.
You are a true:	Friend - Your not selfish at all! You care about other people and their needs.
You like:	Hanging with friends - Unlike other people, you have friends who understand and care about you! They may have let you down a couple times, but nothing can come between your strong friendship!
One of your go0d qualities is:	) Just loosen up a bit, it`s hard to have a go0d time with you because your so uptight.

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wow...

quick update

XxDitzy4LifexX@aol.com — Wed, 04 Aug 2004 05:32:19 GMT

yay for melissa

Still dont know whats wrong with me...but its getting worse...IM so tired...sick,..stressed out...and its making me more and more ill. My body doesnt let me sleep for more than 2 hours....and I can barely eat. EVEN the thought of water makes me sick sometimes....my mom keeps yelling at me that I need to go to the doctors...but I really dont want to... At one point this year (many of you dont know this...only like 2) there was evidence that I could have cancer...I really doubt it... but idk...im just so scared to go to the doctor...*breath* leave me some love...im going to lay in bed and stare at the ceiling again...love u all byes

<3 Jackir